PENANG =)

The realization hit me heavily, like a bullet smashing into my skull. My head started thumping in dread and blood ran cold into my veins. My stomach did somersaults. Its like as if, I had to race to the bathroom to avoid a major incident. The ordeal I was about to face was one of the most frightening, grisly and chilling experience to ME.

According to the Cambridge dictionary,honesty is the quality of being truthful or being able to be trusted or the quality of not being able to steal,cheat or lie.

Honesty requires one to be truthful. So-called friends who cheat or betray us are not really friends but are actually enemies in disguise.

Honesty must also present in a relationship or else it will not last. Partners must not have affair with others. They must remain faithful to the one they have vowed to love in health or in sickness and during good times or bad.

An honest couple have to stick through thick and thin ,through heaven or through hell.At 1^st ,I never knew it would be so much pain in me. Its dreadful for me to go on with life..

I met this guy who loves God so much. He advises me into the right path whenever i`m wrong.. As he claimed,he like to be alone most of his precious times because God is always beside him.No matter what happens,he will always there for me. He is a good advisor as well.. I never once regret knowing him. He is a guy would lend me a sympathetic ear and a shoulder to cry on when i`m down. He will always provides me with encouragement.

We met once in Forum.That was the most enjoyable forum for me. We talked and laughed a lot. The next forum,I claimed that was not MUCH fun anymore for having such an undesirable companies around me.Friendship is a relationship that is not built overnight. Friendship makes lifes more meaningful.It takes a lot of effort from both sides to build and keep a strong and lasting relationship.

I probably shouldn’t say this but sometimes i`m scared. It really hurts when u said ‘suffice to say we doesn’t click’. I wasn’t thinking much more deeper. I just wanna know the truth. We were great at first but after that u seems to avoid me. I KNOW,U DON’T LIKE ME AT ALL. SERIOUSLY. I`m a girl and u must know that.. and the jazz performance night was smoking.. but u weren’t there for me at all. And lucky thing D was there. Or else,I would be darn boring. Its awkward for a girl like me to confessed out my feelings and say these things out..