Destiny...

Jan1,09 & Jan29,09 & Mar9,09 were the so-called memorable days to me.
Oh, I am starting to ‘cry’ again. That’s what happens when i think about life being fair.
And I can’t explain why it isn’t. I don’t think it’s something anybody knows.
It’s like a ‘light’ that’s gone out. Now there’ll always be a part of me where the light has gone away.
You weren’t a saint. But, you were always sweet, good, honest and faithful, and in the end you did the most selfish thing anybody couldn’t do-I assumed. No one is what they seem. Sometimes, it’s ridiculous for me to think it over and over again. I’m trying super hard to let it go.
That was one mistake I did. Ever since college the recipe had been the same. Meet someone, take them out twice, have sex on the third date, become a couple, then fight until done. Ding!
I had a pattern. Have sex on the third date was so-not in my dictionary of life. … you know what? Maybe I don’t end up with anybody.
Maybe I’m destined to be single. And if that’s the case then I’m going to be single. The fact that I was now not actively looking for a relationship made me appear to just appear.
I always listen to you what u said you were and I took you at your words. ‘I’ll remind you that I love you for 365days because that’s my responsibilities.’
don’t give up for every Tom, Dick, and Agnes that comes along. I love you. And I’m going to miss you terribly.
After for so long, my feelings for you never fade away. I doubt you were trying so hard to forget about me, psychically speaking you already had. No matter what, we’ll try to help each other out.